I feel for you man!! When I was 10 playing little league ball, I was standing on third with a lead, and everyone used this "one" red aluminum bat and the rubber grip was very loose. Next thing you know, one of my teammates took a huge cut (as huge as a 10YO could do

) but the bat came OUT of the grip and caught me on the jaw standing at third. I was OUT COLD for about 10 minutes
Maybe that is what is wrong with me today