Scott,
Also do not know you, but offer this:
1) Find an appropriate 12 step group (God knows there are enough different ones around today) and work the program
NO MATTER WHAT:
2) Take actions aligned with your integrity (presume lying and a couple of other things your alluded to in your posts are personal integrity violations for yourself - you lied, but do not want to live as a liar)
3) Take actions in the direction of what you believe to be right and what you want.
4) Put the outcome of any of those actions in God's hands
Fully believe prayers and support help, but also believe that God helps those who help themselves. The actions are ours to take, the outcomes are God's to make. God doesn't do it for us, he does it with us.
The foregoing statements are entirely my belief and opinion and not intended to offend anyone if you believe differently.
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