Tom, I certainly feel bad for you and for your family as you struggle with this loss.
As many have dealt with the inevitable passing of loved ones already, even those who haven't., unfortunately they will
My mom passed a month and a half ago, I am still in shock, disbelief and pain.
Folks say it takes time, so I'll pass those words on to you as well.
I'm glad we all do have this hobby as distractions. It works for me most of the time...i hope it does for you too!